Today's Day

So, i woke up really tired this morning which really confused me coz i went to bed at a decent enough time last night.
I struggled to get out of bed to be honest but getting into school actually woke me up a little, strangely.

A few interesting things happened today.

Firstly,

PE.

We played football outside and it was absolutely freezing but still quite enjoyable.
But that's not what i really want to talk about.
It was something with Steven. (Yeh, seems every time i mention him it's coz of a comment he made :P)

Role-reversal this time.

I thought i would see how Steven reacted if i called him gay.
So i did, it seemed alien saying it tho coz i never do say it but i called him "a big gay" just out of interest and he simply laughed at me.
Probably coz he's never heard me say it.

But yeh, it felt quite strange saying it, i just got this thing in my mind wondering what Steven would say but i didn't really get an answer so i left it that.

I didn't enjoy saying it and i didn't really want to but i felt as if i had to just to see what would happen.
Needless to say, i won't be saying anything like it again any time soon, that just isn't me....


In maths, i sealed my fate by handing in the consent form to attend the extra lessons....
No backing out now, just gotta grin and bare it.

You might also be wondering what happened with Freddie and the truth is....nothing.

I can't get to speak to him, he's a slippery character and just makes his way straight out of the door when the bell rings.
I think it's deliberate for the reason that he doesn't want to speak to anyone and trust me, i have tried to speak to him but to no avail....


Biology was the main event today tho, as it can quite often be :P

I'll put it short - i got to hold hands with a boy :)


Ok, it's not quite as exciting or deliberate as it may seem but it was still pretty cool.

The boy i held hands with is a good friend of mine called Brandon, but i call him Brand.
Now, in my group of 2 dozen or so friendly people, i do of course have suspicions over a few that they may be gay and Brand is one of them.
Out of all my friends, he is one who sets off my gaydar and i wouldnt be surprised at all if he was gay
He's not had a girlfriend and he never talks about girls so i think i have reason to think he may be gay.

But any, what happened....

It was at the end of class after the bell rang and we were all packing our stuff into our bags to go home.

Brand and this other boy were having a sort of hand crushing "competition" and the teacher said in a light-hearted way "Stop holding hands boys"
They did.

And i said, "Oh come on sir, surely there's nothing wrong with that" and i took Brand's hand and we walked out the class saying "Bye sir" at the same time to which the teacher laughed.
Biology teacher is a legend.

It didn't end there tho, Brand held my hand for a little longer than i anticipated. Longer than most would....

As i said, i do have reason to believe he might be gay.....


It was a good end to a rather long day.
Thursday always is, just coz it's a 7 period day and the way the subjects are ordered just makes things rather strenuous.
But that was nice.

I don't have a crush on Brand or anything tho, neither do i stare at him in class but he's still pretty nice.
Funny too.


Well that's all really on another draining Thursday and there isn't much else to blab about so i'll stop here :)


Cheers,
Rowan




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