What a Disgraceful Day!

Eugh, Thursday's are always the worst day of the week. Today was no different.

I i think the reason they are horrible is coz it is a 7 period day with the worst combination of subjects.

I almost missed the bus this morning but caught it just in time. Maybe would have been better if i missed it coz the following happened in school today :

I lost my jacket which had money in it.
I still haven't got my maths result back yet
I completely fucked up a biology test.

Now the jacket, i think i know where it is. I left it in the dining hall today from what i remember so hopefully i will be able to retrieve it tomorrow. The worst thing was i had to walk home from the bus whithout my jacket, in the rain. The bus stop is only 4 or 5 minutes from my house but that was enough time to get me absolutely drenched so that didn't help add to events previous to this today.

Such as, my whole class has recieved their non-calculator test result back but i haven't yet. It's apparently sitting in the "late" pile coz i did my tests one day after everyone else before the holidays due to me being off one day. I should get the result back on Saturday. Yes, Saturday. The weekend morning maths class returns again....

But the biology was the worst thing. I knew i had the test coming up but ima tell you right now, i do minimal studying for biology. I just cant get any of the stuff into my head. Ive really lost the plot with biology, i would say it has now replaced maths in terms of what i am worst at. Anyway, i sat the thing and guessed at what i would say is about 75% of the questions. There's no doubt about it, i definetely haven't passed.
In a way i'm glad that it is my new worst subject coz at least if i do fail it, i dont have to re-sit the course, like i would with maths which looks like its coming on a little stronger. Of course, i would know that for sure if i could get my bloody results back!

Pppphhhh. This post has been a bit of a downer hasn't it?

I don't really have anything to lighten it up tho really.

Just a few things i will mention :

I'm conducting a little experiment in school at the moment. It's my own little idea and i'll let you know the results in my next post....or i might let it run for another week.

My first exam is in 6 days....

I did two english essays on Monday and Tuesday, i think they went ok but wont know till next week. I also did a french test that went fine.

I have a spanish test and media test tomorrow too. SO MANY TESTS!!!

There is just no rest at the moment, i want the weekend to come but i dont want it to come. I'm not looking forward to this other extra maths class but i am looking forward to going out to a meal on Saturday coz it's my mum's birthday. We're all going.
My mum sometimes acts a little strange around her birthday tho. She shares the same birthday as her mum (my gran) who has passed away now and i don't think she likes to make a big deal out of her birthday but hopefully she will enjoy it this time round. My dad got her some really nice jewellery too and me and my brother are gonna get her a nice card and probably something else.

But for now it's busy, busy, busy, worky, worky, worky, testy, testy, testy (in the words of biology) :P


Cheers,
Rowan

Today's Day

So, i woke up really tired this morning which really confused me coz i went to bed at a decent enough time last night.
I struggled to get out of bed to be honest but getting into school actually woke me up a little, strangely.

A few interesting things happened today.

Firstly,

PE.

We played football outside and it was absolutely freezing but still quite enjoyable.
But that's not what i really want to talk about.
It was something with Steven. (Yeh, seems every time i mention him it's coz of a comment he made :P)

Role-reversal this time.

I thought i would see how Steven reacted if i called him gay.
So i did, it seemed alien saying it tho coz i never do say it but i called him "a big gay" just out of interest and he simply laughed at me.
Probably coz he's never heard me say it.

But yeh, it felt quite strange saying it, i just got this thing in my mind wondering what Steven would say but i didn't really get an answer so i left it that.

I didn't enjoy saying it and i didn't really want to but i felt as if i had to just to see what would happen.
Needless to say, i won't be saying anything like it again any time soon, that just isn't me....


In maths, i sealed my fate by handing in the consent form to attend the extra lessons....
No backing out now, just gotta grin and bare it.

You might also be wondering what happened with Freddie and the truth is....nothing.

I can't get to speak to him, he's a slippery character and just makes his way straight out of the door when the bell rings.
I think it's deliberate for the reason that he doesn't want to speak to anyone and trust me, i have tried to speak to him but to no avail....


Biology was the main event today tho, as it can quite often be :P

I'll put it short - i got to hold hands with a boy :)


Ok, it's not quite as exciting or deliberate as it may seem but it was still pretty cool.

The boy i held hands with is a good friend of mine called Brandon, but i call him Brand.
Now, in my group of 2 dozen or so friendly people, i do of course have suspicions over a few that they may be gay and Brand is one of them.
Out of all my friends, he is one who sets off my gaydar and i wouldnt be surprised at all if he was gay
He's not had a girlfriend and he never talks about girls so i think i have reason to think he may be gay.

But any, what happened....

It was at the end of class after the bell rang and we were all packing our stuff into our bags to go home.

Brand and this other boy were having a sort of hand crushing "competition" and the teacher said in a light-hearted way "Stop holding hands boys"
They did.

And i said, "Oh come on sir, surely there's nothing wrong with that" and i took Brand's hand and we walked out the class saying "Bye sir" at the same time to which the teacher laughed.
Biology teacher is a legend.

It didn't end there tho, Brand held my hand for a little longer than i anticipated. Longer than most would....

As i said, i do have reason to believe he might be gay.....


It was a good end to a rather long day.
Thursday always is, just coz it's a 7 period day and the way the subjects are ordered just makes things rather strenuous.
But that was nice.

I don't have a crush on Brand or anything tho, neither do i stare at him in class but he's still pretty nice.
Funny too.


Well that's all really on another draining Thursday and there isn't much else to blab about so i'll stop here :)


Cheers,
Rowan




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