Anonymous Fuckery

"No you were right about Rowan. He isn't a nice person. He really only cares about himself and his boring, negative little life and boring little blog. I've watched him dismiss a couple of "friends" recently with not a care in the world.
One who sees clearly"

http://raron-raron.blogspot.com/2010/10/i-cant-take-this-anymore.html




Ooh, someone was feeling bitchy this evening :P


But dont you just love anonymous trolls? I mean, they say something (generally a bad remark) but what they say is rendered pointless by the fact that they dont put a FUCKING NAME ON THEIR COMMENT.
In doing so, you, Mr... Cunt, your point is totally invalid and you really don't do any justice for yourself. Clearly you don't have the balls to put your name on it. You're writing style is very familiar and i've a fair idea who this is but it would be very foolish of me to say on here.

On the other hand, i could be entirely wrong and its someone ive never talked to before, but ive a good 3 or 4 people on my list that i find it most likely to be. The point is irrelevant, you're fuckery means nothing to me coz you're just hiding away. You're nothing.


Anyway, as a more... in depth response.
- Yeh, i dont claim to be a good person, i know im not, ive done some terrible things, but who, as a human has not?
- A wise friend once said to me, "put yourself before others" which is a selfish thing, but the lack of respect and disregard i feel for others at the moment really means i couldn't care less, certainly not about you and your shit.
- My life is negative, i'll give you that, but you're not really making it much worse. Your crap is insanely insignifcant compared to what i've been through the past couple of weeks.
- My blog? It's me. That's all it is. One person out of the near 7 billion on this planet. Same as every other fucker's blog. So, yeh, its not going to be a grand, majestic masterpiece, and i dont intend for it to be.
But by the same token, you're merely expressing an opinion, one you're perfectly entitled to. And opinions don't have a right or wrong. To whoever reads this... meh, you'll have your own opinions as well and whether you like my blog or not, there must be something that makes you want to return, same for you, anonymous. You clearly follow this blog in some depth if you claim it is so "boring"

But now the biggy.

The online world is WAY WAY WAY different to the offline world, and im not going to lie, the offline world means more to me right now. I have a lot of shit going on in the offline world, a lot bigger shit than some anonymous cunt in the online world.
Friends come and go on both.
I stopped hanging out with who i thought were friends back in September, in the offline world and it certainly benefited me, so do you think i care as much about some people ive "dismissed" who's faces i've never seen and whose voices i've never heard?
Notcie how many days it was between my last two posts? Nearly two weeks. Clear how much i care now about the online, compared to the offline world?

I know you're reading this, and you'll be saying, "you clearly do care if you've written such a lengthy response"
Well, horseshit.
I wrote this, not to create mass condemnation of what you've said, oh not at all, im sure there are folk out there who agree with you. But i have wrote this to say if you want to criticise me and for me to take your point, then say it to me. Don't hide behind the old anonymous routine like a coward. You could comment on this post if you like, with a name. Not that i expect you're brave enough but you could surprise me, id love it.


I want to make it clear that at the moment my main priority is me and i dont give one shit how selfish that is. The past few months have been farily rocky and this week has seen an all time low. Again, offline world, and dont even attempt to think you've succeeded in making my shit week any worse coz im not letting some coward like you distract me from what is more important, i just thought a public reply would be interesting to see the reaction it provokes in you. If it doesn't provoke anything, good. If it does, equally good. Im not going to care either way. But you must feel so great knowing you can hide behind the anonymous shield, clever you, want a medal?
Oh, you also need to get a life and grow some balls.

My best regards, Anonymous.


Rowan <3


P.S Paul was fantastic! Unfortunately, the cast weren't there as they were attending a more high profile premiere in Dublin but they recorded a clip to say they were sorry they couldn't attend and they hope we enjoy the film etc.
As for the film... i've not laughed so hard in ages, Id certainly recommend seeing the film when its released especially if you're quite a geek and like your sci-fi :P

Split Into Two...

This week is split into two halves for me. One busy and one quiet.

This is the quiet side.

Tomorrow afternoon starts the busy side.

Yesterday and today haven't seen much happening apart from one thing really....I managed to speak to Freddie.

I caught him at the end of maths as we were packing our stuff back into our bags.

Don't get carried away tho, i hardly know him so there was no big conversation but the best way to start things was to just smile and say "Hi" which i did.
He said "Hi" back and then i asked him how he was doing and he simply said "it's ok"

Then the bell rang and off he went.

It's obvious that he really doesn't want to speak about anything but maybe just by saying hi and being friendly i might earn his trust a little and maybe there may be more to speak of in the future.
At least there's no fresh bullying news against him at the moment.....

Elsewhere, this week, one blogger who i hold in quite high regard has returned, if you like.
James on "The Everday Life and Thoughts of a Fabulous Teen" had seemingly disappeared for about 4 months, so i was really pleased to see two new posts by him, it seems like he has been playing his xbox a lot recently....

The reason i hold him in high regard is for the fact that his blog is the first one i ever read, it gripped me and made me want to do something like it, henceforth, i started my blog.
So, if you get the time, have a little nosey, i'm sure he won't mind :P
http://foreverfabulousjames.blogspot.com/


As i said, that's all that has been happening this side of the week, tomorrow is where it kicks off.

In biology today, my teacher recommended i attend supported study tomorrow after school, which basically means, you will be attending supported study tomorrow.

What fun.

So i have that tomorrow. then my guitar exam on Thursday, like the prelim, i dont not feel as confident as i do on the bass but oh well.

On Friday i have two tests, one in media and one in french.....great.

And Saturday sees my first weekend maths class.

Getting up at 7am on a Saturday just wont be right and i wont even be able to stay up late on friday due to that.
I also found it annoying today that our head of year got angry about the attendance of maths supported study.
He asked me why i didn't go and i told him that if i am going to a 3 hour class on saturday morning then i shouldnt have to go to supported study.

Of course, he disagreed but i'm sorry, no matter what he says i'm not going after school, especially as i'm giving up my saturday for him (he will be one of the teachers there on Saturday.)


Unfortunately, there isn't much to look forward to this week, just gonna have to grin and BEAR.....(?) it.


Love you guys,
Rowan


P.S I was sorta half-singing a Muse song today at the end of english and the guy that sits next to me (who is also a muse fan) was surprised at how high i can sing.
I asked him if he could go tht high and he said no and i told him that i can get higher, which i honestly can.

But the song i was singing is called Falling Down, it's a nice relaxing song and it's pretty awesome in my opinion.
Pay attention to the high notes, i honestly can reach them. Ok, it doesn't sound as good but i can hit them :P
There is a song which has higher parts and i can reach them too but i'll post them another time, anything more than this at the moment might freak you out :P