Anonymous Fuckery

"No you were right about Rowan. He isn't a nice person. He really only cares about himself and his boring, negative little life and boring little blog. I've watched him dismiss a couple of "friends" recently with not a care in the world.
One who sees clearly"

http://raron-raron.blogspot.com/2010/10/i-cant-take-this-anymore.html




Ooh, someone was feeling bitchy this evening :P


But dont you just love anonymous trolls? I mean, they say something (generally a bad remark) but what they say is rendered pointless by the fact that they dont put a FUCKING NAME ON THEIR COMMENT.
In doing so, you, Mr... Cunt, your point is totally invalid and you really don't do any justice for yourself. Clearly you don't have the balls to put your name on it. You're writing style is very familiar and i've a fair idea who this is but it would be very foolish of me to say on here.

On the other hand, i could be entirely wrong and its someone ive never talked to before, but ive a good 3 or 4 people on my list that i find it most likely to be. The point is irrelevant, you're fuckery means nothing to me coz you're just hiding away. You're nothing.


Anyway, as a more... in depth response.
- Yeh, i dont claim to be a good person, i know im not, ive done some terrible things, but who, as a human has not?
- A wise friend once said to me, "put yourself before others" which is a selfish thing, but the lack of respect and disregard i feel for others at the moment really means i couldn't care less, certainly not about you and your shit.
- My life is negative, i'll give you that, but you're not really making it much worse. Your crap is insanely insignifcant compared to what i've been through the past couple of weeks.
- My blog? It's me. That's all it is. One person out of the near 7 billion on this planet. Same as every other fucker's blog. So, yeh, its not going to be a grand, majestic masterpiece, and i dont intend for it to be.
But by the same token, you're merely expressing an opinion, one you're perfectly entitled to. And opinions don't have a right or wrong. To whoever reads this... meh, you'll have your own opinions as well and whether you like my blog or not, there must be something that makes you want to return, same for you, anonymous. You clearly follow this blog in some depth if you claim it is so "boring"

But now the biggy.

The online world is WAY WAY WAY different to the offline world, and im not going to lie, the offline world means more to me right now. I have a lot of shit going on in the offline world, a lot bigger shit than some anonymous cunt in the online world.
Friends come and go on both.
I stopped hanging out with who i thought were friends back in September, in the offline world and it certainly benefited me, so do you think i care as much about some people ive "dismissed" who's faces i've never seen and whose voices i've never heard?
Notcie how many days it was between my last two posts? Nearly two weeks. Clear how much i care now about the online, compared to the offline world?

I know you're reading this, and you'll be saying, "you clearly do care if you've written such a lengthy response"
Well, horseshit.
I wrote this, not to create mass condemnation of what you've said, oh not at all, im sure there are folk out there who agree with you. But i have wrote this to say if you want to criticise me and for me to take your point, then say it to me. Don't hide behind the old anonymous routine like a coward. You could comment on this post if you like, with a name. Not that i expect you're brave enough but you could surprise me, id love it.


I want to make it clear that at the moment my main priority is me and i dont give one shit how selfish that is. The past few months have been farily rocky and this week has seen an all time low. Again, offline world, and dont even attempt to think you've succeeded in making my shit week any worse coz im not letting some coward like you distract me from what is more important, i just thought a public reply would be interesting to see the reaction it provokes in you. If it doesn't provoke anything, good. If it does, equally good. Im not going to care either way. But you must feel so great knowing you can hide behind the anonymous shield, clever you, want a medal?
Oh, you also need to get a life and grow some balls.

My best regards, Anonymous.


Rowan <3


P.S Paul was fantastic! Unfortunately, the cast weren't there as they were attending a more high profile premiere in Dublin but they recorded a clip to say they were sorry they couldn't attend and they hope we enjoy the film etc.
As for the film... i've not laughed so hard in ages, Id certainly recommend seeing the film when its released especially if you're quite a geek and like your sci-fi :P

Paul

...Is the name of the movie im going to see tomorrow xD

"Hang on!" You might say, it doesn't come out till the 14th in the UK...


Well, i think i've mentioned it before but if i haven't, Rob is a BIG movie fan, and so happened to come by two tickets for an advanced screening with the cast and crew of the film tomorrow!

He told me beforehand and i said if he could get two tickets id love to go, he did, and here we are :D

I've known for a while but thought id post about it now coz im really looking forward to it. Imagining meeting Simon Pegg, Nick Frost and even Seth Rogen is just mind-blowing. It's weird that it's a possibility but it is.

The next week is actually going to be really weird. Prelims start next Wednesday so this weekend will consist of a lot of studying but next week i will be seeing My Chemical Romance as well. Ok, im not a great fan, and its just lucky i found i enjoyed their new album after having bought a ticket to go and see them.
Id never really heard them before and dismissed them as "emo shit" which, their first 3 albums are but their new one doesn't even sound like their old stuff which is good.

So why did i buy a tickets knowing i didnt really like them?

Coz Bryan did, he loves them xD

Sad much? Nah, live gigs always have a good atmosphere so i get that, plus knowing a few songs, plus spending the night with Bryan. Should be pretty awesome.

But as for tomorrow night. It's rather funny, Rob has been building this up as a little "date" :P
It's obvious he has some sort of crush on me and im not saying that in a boastful way but its quite funny.

You're probably going, "What!? Now's your chance!" But, Rob isn't my kind of guy (in that sense) and im truthfully not his kind either. We're friends and i like it at that level, i couldnt see us in a relationship coz it would last literally a few hours before he annoyed the hell out of me (he's a very opinionated character indeed and doesnt really let anyone have an opinion that isn't the same as his - kinda obnoxious i guess), but im sure i can look past that and enjoy tomorrow night!


I've decided to make this a "happy" post coz ive had a particularly "unhappy" day so im trying my best to get by and look forward to what i can. I have a lot i could rant and whine about right now, a real lot. And i found something out today id really rather not have. But i'll best save all of that bullshit for another post. Perhaps in the middle of exams when i feel i can't go on any further. I'd say we're at the beginning of that stage right about now so maybe in a month or two we'll reach the middle. Who knows. We'll see. For now, just be happy with the happy post ;)


Rowan <3






I honestly hate the first 3 MCR albums but their sell-out on this album is a good thing. They actually sound worth listening to, and the lead singer doesn't sound half as whiney. Bulletproof Heart is easily one of the best songs they've ever wrote. Try and enjoy!