L's Response

So maybe in the dialogue that i posted last time between me and my cousin, you might have thought that L's repsonses were maybe.....limited...?

She said so herself :P

But she did post a heart-warming full response on her blogger account (which i won't give away) a few hours after i came out which was directed at me, so i thought i would post it on here to really show how she took it.

And it was so great for me to read. I was completely overwhelmed.

Here it is :

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Someone told me something today. And it was a big something for them to tell me. It wasn’t expected at all but it just happened. Words cannot describe how… humbled (that’s the honest word which springs to mind when I think about it) I am that they chose to tell me this. To receive that much trust from one person is mind-blowing and I am so grateful and thankful and so much else that you told me. I just can’t get my head around the fact that they trust me so much as to tell me, it’s unbelievable. I know this person will read this eventually and I just want to say thank you so much. When I think of how I handled it I’m not too pleased! I would have liked to have said so much more to you but I was shocked at how much you must trust me to say what you did so my replies may have seemed a bit wooden and stilted but I assure you that I didn’t intend for them to be. When I read back on the conversation I feel a bit silly =) What you told me doesn’t change how I think of you one tiny bit, you’re still the same person to me that you always were (this has now morphed into something of a letter to you =P) and I won’t ever tell any one person. This is something you’ve shared with me and it’s yours, not mine and I promise that I won’t ever tell anyone =). You trusted me and to me that’s a big deal. Reading your blog (and yes I read every single entry) has really really opened my eyes to how you must feel and I hope you know that you can talk to me if you want to. What you told me doesn’t matter to me and I can’t stress that enough, what you said doesn’t change anything at all. Thank you for trusting me, I completely and utterly respect you.

I could carry on all night but I’ve repeated myself several times already and it’s getting late!!

Thank you again.

Wow =)


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I'm sure you see know, even if there was any doubts before, how awesome my cousin is.

I was crying when i read that.

Happy crying, of course.

And it really surprised me when i found out that L had read all my blog!
I'm pretty sure she knows me a lot better know.

I love all my cousins, and i'm sure L does as well. But she must know a lot more about me now than any of our relatives.
And i think that brings us closer together and that makes me happy.

So, once again, thank you for everything L!!!


Anyhoo, i don't have much else to say.
This post was just to show what L's thoughts really were and to show you guys how awesome she really is!


Cheers,
Rowan